A Person Named Hope
Dear Unconditional Love - What would you have me know today?
Oh, honey. I feel your racing heart. I’m so sorry this is so hard right now. I know you want to be done with grief shit. You are SO over it. That makes sense, because it fucking sucks. I’m here. You’re not alone. You are doing everything you can to align and cleanse your energy through this process.
What’s different about now vs. other times you’ve been through this is your commitment to your own beauty of experiencing life. That’s what’s driving you here. You know that you’re meant to imagine the truest most beautiful life and right now you aren’t living in that.
I so admire you for working to move closer to that. It’s ok to question why you’re drawn to events. Sometimes we just are. We are drawn to things because it’s where we’re meant to fit in this Earthside School. Some people are doctors, some people are daycare providers, and you are an experience maker.
You are thoughtful, you are curious, you listen and you love so hard. All of who you are comes through in events. Remember when you used to say if a bride or groom wanted to walk down the aisle on orange shag carpet you would figure out a way to make that happen? That’s because you care about other people living their truest, most beautiful life too.
Funny you used to say orange shag carpet like Gram, huh? Grief there too, of course. But she’s here with us clapping you in. Here to see you and watch you do better than she feels she did. We are all just doing the best we can though, love. I know you know that, but it bears repeating.
Keep this going babe. Do the 45 minutes of job shit a day to keep your frequency high. I’m right here with you to hold anything heavy so you can dance lightly to your next endeavor. Keep going babe. And it doesn’t have to be the prospecting and the bullshit here. Go do shit you feel matters, I will believe you no matter what that is. I love you so much and you are SO seen.
Crazy fucking shit meeting a person named Hope last night and having her recognize how well you take care of people in scenes, outside of scenes. Your CARE is what she noticed. Keep that care light bright babe. I’m here with relentless Hope with you. I love you.