Taylor Fills Stadiums, And So Do You
Dear Unconditional Love - What would you have me know tonight?
Oh, honey. I’m here. I see you. I know you’re worried about how cold you came off to your husband during the game. You wanted the fairy tale ending all to yourself. You knew before the game started there would be a fairy tale ending, and you wanted to watch it without it being tainted by negative energy. Or realistic energy? Aren’t both a thing?
I see you, honey. It’s ok. Do repair, you always can. But you don’t have to worry about wanting the fairy tale to yourself. You don’t have to worry about wanting everyone else to be on the side of the fairy tale. Just because you want Taylor and Travis to win doesn’t mean everyone else isn’t rooting for a fairy tale of their own.
What is it about this coupledom that intrigues you so much? I know you’re wondering too. You never had a fondness for Taylor before, and now here you are. Googling and shopping and googling and shopping. And texting and googling and texting. You’re on the bandwagon.
It feels like such a beautiful thing to root for a woman who has been torn down, gaslit, and controlled by so many. I believe you. I know you wish for the same - to be cheered for, rooted on, when you’ve been torn down so much in your life. I hear you. I was there through all of that. And I know each time through middle school, high school, college and corporate America you felt like you were waiting to finally have that cheering squad. Even this weekend, you were waiting to be embraced with open arms and you were met with cold, ignoring energy that felt as cold as the morning wind. I know you fucking hate wind. That makes sense.
It doesn’t seem to ever stop does it? The search for a cheering squad? It’s exhausting. I know you’re tired. The thing is, love, I’m here. I’m always cheering you on.
Why is it that you’re afraid to sit and hear my chants, see my painted signs? Are you afraid that only having one being in your cheering squad makes you less worthy? Do you watch the world cheer on Taylor and Travis and feel that that’s what it would take to make you believe you’ve done enough? Boy what a brutal reality that would be.
Those that live in solitude, what if they have a frog friend that’s with them in comfort and in sadness. Their best friend, their confidant. That frog is metaphorically cheering them on, what a treat. I can’t think of anything more special than having one person or being that is genuinely so fond of us. And here you are, you have one, in me.
Everyone has Unconditional Love in them, but unless you call to us we cannot call to you.
I have so much love to share with you but am behind a wall a bit. It’s easy to move the one brick like in National Treasure where behind the opening you’ll see my light pouring in. Come peer in at me whenever you can, babe. I’ll always be here, with a full sphere Vegas dome of beings and energy cheering you on on that stage. We’re here, spending all our resources to see the one and only YOU in concert. But you have to walk out on stage to see us. Right now you’re staring at the outside of what you perceive to be an empty sphere feeling alone. That makes sense, my love. You’re right to feel alone. You can only see what you can see.
Step out, babe. There is a sphere full of us. Taylor fills stadiums, and so do you. Come out here so we can share with you all the love and admiration and pride we have for you. We’re screaming from the stands with pink kazoos. We can’t wait for you to hear all the Lauren jingles we’ve made up for you. We know every word to all of your songs. We love you so much.
Love,
Love and Your Infinite Admirers’ Energy
